Watching Buffy

I just watched some more Buffy season four and I was not ready. I knew Willow and Oz broke up, I know Willow ends up with Anya, so I was waiting for the bad thing to happen. And then Veruca comes along and messes everything up and makes a mess. Oz was doing just fine. He was being an amazing boyfriend. But then for some reason he decided it was a good idea to run away. I think I found a trigger, people running away. Especially characters I care about. It just hurts so much. It pulls me around and spits me out and I hate it so bloody much. Some people recommended I stop now if I couldn't handle it and I might. Or maybe just severely limit myself to an episode a day. That's kind of what I did for the Magnus Archives when we reached the apocalypse. Who knows.