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I found someone else who likes both Paranatural and Kamen Rider W and I am absolutely ecstatic! I thought I was just writing them for me, Ariella, and JuJue, but at least one other person likes it!
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Stuff is happening in Israel right now and I don't like. It's just absolutely terrifying to think about. I hate conflicts involving soldiers but at least I can understand them. I hate bombs to much though, no matter which side is using them. They just make me feel icky and yucky and absolutely horrible. Also! Ariella may or may not be coming over on Thursday and I really really hope she can because I need to hug her.
In other news I wrote out some stuff for a Paranatural Demon Hunters AU aka Isaac is a demon hunter not all of them. So in this universe demons and stuff also exists, and Isaac hunts them. He knows about holy water and rituals and all that stuff. Now that I think about it his rain probably counts as holy water because it's technically totally pure and from the cloud. (Demons get hurt by rain, dunno if they do, but yes in this universe.) The demons are usually a muddy color, and can flow to and from the shadows. They feed on negative emotions, and are created by tragedies. Which is how Isaac became a hunter, got attacked by them a lot. He has a protection tattoo now though. It hurt to get it but worth it not to get attacked because he lost control of his emotions. The club is walking and sees a demon and Mr. Spender assumes it's just a spirit but it ends up nearly killing him because negative emotions. Isaac has to save him and is really good at it. Everyone is surprised and he explains how he's fought the demons for a while. Cut forward to them getting attacked by a vampire like thing and getting stuck in a building, Isaac shoots spectral arrows and hits the thing with deadly accuracy and explains how vampires and vamps are different things, as well as monsters and demons. Monsters are things that were originally human or were partially human, like vampires (so Davey), while demons are things that were never human and were usually born without help, like vamps (original creepy thing). There are some crossover like this, so there are two types of ghosts and some others as well. When fighting demons Isaac uses spectral energy a lot better than he's shown before, because he's used it his entire life. Spectral energy is the best weapon against demons since it's pure energy. As a hunter Isaac figured out how to use his energy, but never really became a spectral until later. He carried a little bracelet that helped him make what he had to. It's also why he's so good at fighting, he had to fight without being able to see his weapons before, it's a lot easier when you can see them. Isaac doesn't think of this as breaking his vow of nonviolence because there was never an option to talk to demon, who are controlled by their emotions. Isaac's mom is a witch, and can make potions and stuff. At first she didn't approve of Isaac fighting them, but she realized it was better if he could fight them since they would always be attracted to him, so she lets him as long as he doesn't go out looking for fights and he agrees because he doesn't want to fight. Isaac's dad was overshadowed by a demon ghost for many years, which is what makes Isaac special, he technically has demon blood flowing through him. Isaac accidentally killed his dad when he was younger, he didn't mean too. He tried to do a ritual he found in a book because he thought his dad was possessed, didn't go too well. The police assumed it was a heart attack, as that's what the signs were. Isaac confessed to his mom, and she told him everything would go ok. Isaac's step dad doesn't entirely know about the witch and demon hunting but he's fine with it, and a really good listener. You would think Isaac would tell his parents about being a spectral but his mom hates spectrals. There's always been a spectral demon hunter divide, with Isaac being one of the very few that's both. So he keeps that a secret, and instead comes up with excuses and stuff. Luckily, "I ran into a demon," is an acceptable excuse for a lot of stuff.
You are a witch if you do witchy stuff.
Isaac’s mom knows her way around a sword.
Yeah, unlike being a spectral, anyone can become a demon hunter. The title is honestly only there so people can get them and yell stuff like "we need a demon hunter!" Messing with spectral energy without being a spectral takes a lot of practice, but everyone can do it, since everyone technically has spectral energy.
And secrets. I didn't mention it earlier but demons are attracted to secrets, so, yeah. In this AU the Shadow in Spender is a demon that's possessing him but is splintered, so it doesn't really have a goal except to get out. Isaac knows, he's gotten good at know demons and stuff, but doesn't say anything because he doesn't really want them to know he's a demon hunter.
He makes a spectral bow and shoots arrows from it. It's what clues people in to him not being truthful, because only experienced spectrals and make constructs that stay in the correct shape when not touching human.
His long range weapon depends on how long. If he can reasonable see the target he usually just uses a spec shot, it works well enough. If he need accuracy he uses a bow, like against vamps which are really quick, he needs to be able to aim precisely. And a gun is possible, but Isaac's never used a real gun, and you really need to handle the real weapon to be able to get a good spectral equivalent. Demon hunting training is different from spectral training. They tend to think of spectral energy as a sort of matter that can harden, thus they tend to be able to make their constructs more solid, especially since they can't see it's naturally pliant. It hits as hard as a normal arrow, and how solid it stays depends on how hard the shooter is trying to keep it solid. After it hits, most simply let it dissolve, after all keeping it solid does nothing to hurt the thing even more. If Isaac were to accidentally shoot a human he could focus and keep the arrow solid until they reached a hospital so the person didn't bleed out. If the arrow stays solid and the shooter isn't focusing on that, you're just screwed because that's a really strong spectral/demon hunter.
Uh, a flashbang only works if the person you're throwing it as can see spectral energy, and I would assume is highly impractical since you'd have to pack a lot of energy in a small shape and then put it in a shell, and then break only the shell and let the spectral energy go. Much easier to just carry around normal flashbangs. ("Is your bag smoking Isaac?" "Oh heck there goes my flashbang." "You're flashbang???")
It's just a normal tattoo shop, Mayview isn't big enough to have a whole shop for demon hunters. Big places like New York probably would though. Some of the guys know, some don't it honestly depends on who's currently working. The guy Isaac specifically went to knows that demons exist because Isaac saved him, but doesn't know much more. The last guy who owned the shop was a demon hunter themselves, which is why they needed a replacement. The tattoo guy is good though, so the symbol is pretty clean. It's totally in the symbol and Isaac. The little symbol on his shoulder is kind of a mini ritual which Isaac can activate using spectral energy. Usually it takes years to be able to activate the protection things whenever a person feels strong negative emotions, but luckily being a spectral Isaac naturally does this. The ward traps the negative emotions and stops demons from sensing them.
Isaac knows a lot of the shopkeepers and stuff who used to be demon hunters. There are different levels of hunters, most only hunt when absolutely necessary and instead focus their time on helping make people happy. Lots of psychiatrists and therapists. So many of the shopkeepers are light hunters that help Isaac and teach him about other stuff. There are one or two other hunters he runs into, but they aren't really friends. Demons don't really attack that much, unlike spirits, so there really isn't much need for big battles. A lot of it is smushing tiny creatures in the shadows. Isaac does find a lot of cryptid friends though, mostly because he accidentally found them while searching for a demon. The amount of times he ended up with Cody and Lisa is uncountable. His mom has a whole witch club. She doesn't do book club, it's witch club, though the codename is book club. Many of the witches, such as the lady in the occult store, are in the death cult, although his mom isn't. Isaac hates the death cult because they cause half the demons to come but his mom says that it's important they are there.
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I'm doing a prompt table writing thing that's angst as well as AU's. So far I got BL Isaac and Isolation, already written up. I got arena as one and didn't really know what to do so I went with the Magic AU which still need a better name. Cryptid Jews has heat exhaustion because I didn't really know what to do, maybe cooking for something? Fame AU gets Forced to Face Fear because there are so many options for that, leaning towards Cody finding Isaac nearly dead. Guitar Isaac gets Forced to Hurt Someone, and I'm in the middle of writing it, though dunno if I like it. Monster's Guide gets blood loss because Cody is a vampire and sometimes I do go with the obvious. Magnus Archives crossover gets hostages because, bH, they get kidnapped a scary amount in that podcast. The Power Ranger AU thing (What are we calling that?) has On The Run because I can do that with Isaac hiding. The AU with my Threads of Fate story has loss of hearing because it didn't really go with anything else, no clue what I'm doing here. Trans Isaac has humiliation because once again I am lazy. Queen of the Spirits Isaac (My gosh I need better names for these AU's) has minor Illness/Injury because I think that could be fun. The last prompt was Substance Addiction, so clearly I had to go with the W AU. So much angst.
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So I have this huge Magnus Archives and Paranatural AU where Isaac is an intern at the Magnus Archives and I just wrote this. Takes place around 165ish, but since it canonically takes place in a different universe there isn't really a specific place. Hope someone enjoys this!

[TAPE CLICKING ON.]
Martin: Hey, I see another person!
Jon: Martin, there are hundreds of people around us.
Martin: I mean one running straight towards us.
Jon: Oh, uh, I guess there is.
Martin: What do you mean you guess, there's someone running clear as day.
Jon: I couldn't tell they were coming.
Martin: That's...strange.
Isaac: Mr. Sims! Mr. Blackwood!
[AN OOF AS ISAAC TACKLES BOTH OF THEM, AND THEN MUFFLED CRYING.]
Jon: Isaac?
Isaac: I was stepping through the door to come here when suddenly everything tipped and turned and I was thrown out in this pitch blackness and there was no one around and I couldn't contact King C. and it felt cold and-
Martin: Deep breaths. You're going to hyperventilate. We literally have all the time in the world, so you can calm down.
Isaac: Ok.
Jon: Oh. *Oh.*
Martin: Jon what's wrong?
Jon: He has a statement.
Martin: Oh. That's not good.
Jon: I'm *know* Martin but it's very hard, especially since the Eye has never technically gotten a statement out of Isaac.
Isaac: I'm not telling my statement into the creepy tape recorder.
Martin: Isaac!
Isaac: It's my choice and you can't tell me they aren't creepy.
Jon: It's fine, he's right on both accounts.
Martin: So what? We're gonna travel through the apocalypse with you half distracted by Isaac's statement? That seems even less safe then what we're currently doing.
Isaac: Apocalypse?
Jon: Well I'm not going to force him. Besides, I'm sure at some point we'll find another statement I can do.
Isaac: I feel a little out of the loop now.
Martin: Do we really? The statements come at random. There is no rhyme or reason or even a pattern to when they come. And you have to do them before we move on. We don't know what would happen if you traveled around with a walking statement.
Jon: It's better than the alternative.
Isaac: I'll tell it. *If* I only tell you and not the tape recorder.
Jon: That's not how it works.
Isaac: The Eye can see through you, and you can know anything, there's no reason for you to need the recorder.
Martin: That's not what he means and you know it.
Isaac: Really, you *still* can't turn them off?
Jon: I'll learn to turn them off when you learn to stop seeing spirits.
Isaac: You have infinite knowledge and you still can't understand how being a spectral works.
Jon: I didn't need to use it. Georgie told me way back when I was staying with her. I was just too polite to call you out on it.
Isaac: You can't just stop seeing spirits!
Jon: Considering Georgie can do it and I can pull knowledge of at least a thousand other people who can, you are quite clearly a liar, especially since your name is on the list. And your friends as well.
Isaac: What?
Jon: You're friends, Isabel, Max, and Ed? Their names are also all on the list.
Martin: Oh don't faint please.
Isaac: I think I need to sit down.
Jon: We've wasted enough time, we need to be on our way to the Panopticon.
Martin: I hate to say this but Jon's right. Come on, you can tell us on the way.
Isaac: Tell you what? I'm not giving my statement.
Martin: But it's clear you have something to tell us regarding being a spectral.
[SILENCE SAVE FOR THE CRUNCH OF GRAVEL.]
Isaac: What I want to say could be a whole statement in of itself, but I guess the short version is that I'm pretty sure I'm from an alternate universe.
Jon: Don't be silly, alternate universes don't exist.
Isaac: Do you Know that or are you assuming?
[SOUNDS OF GRAVEL STOP.]
Martin: Jon?
Jon: Well I'll be, there *are* alternate universes.
Isaac: I'm not entirely crazy, that's something.
Martin: How is it possible that I continually get surprised by what the world throws at us?
Isaac: Because you never think things can get weirder and then it comes up with something you never even thought of.
Jon: Let's, let's keep walking.
[TAPE CLICKING OFF.]
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 First post! Exciting! Nothing much to say, just what's happened today.

Well, I managed to scare myself while typing up a story. I've found writing Isaac from Paranatural having the same fears really helps at times. The hard part is that for most stories I write them twice, first on paper and then type them up. This is all well and dandy, and helps when I leave out important words, it's not particularly fun when I get to revisit really big fears and such. But there's Isabel and Isaac fluff later, so it gets better. Isabel and Isaac fluff always makes things better. I also have a super secret Kyuranger project I'm working on. I'm really excited about it, and I hope I can actually write it, since sometimes I plan stuff out and then feel like I can't write it. It's gonna be a lot but I'm really excited about it. Totodile over on Discord helped a whole bunch. They are so hecking awesome.

Psych class is so meh. It has the chance to be awesome and fun, especially with the people I have in my class. I love them so much. Then we had to do a Kahoot type thing. I hate them so bloody much. They stress me out to no end, because they're timed and often I would argue with the answers. We also don't particularly learn anything, since we just go over the chapter we've read beforehand. We're also doing this weird thing where a student teaches us about some terms. We've only had it done once before and I found it eh. It was Owen though, and I like him, and it got us chatting about Sudoku, so that was a point. Speaking of I have a sudoku from him to fight with. We'll see what happens with that. Kid keeps getting disconnected and is all staticy. Not gonna be fun. We are talking about Down Syndrome, which is a good thing. There was a video about a golfer and she seemed really happy. Correlation does not mean causation folks. We are now talking about serial killers. She's into true crime, and that's a good thing, but we don't need to learn about them in the short hour we have in class. twins are certainly interesting to learn about, and how similar they can be even when raised apart. Me and a friend are sending snarky comments to each other during class, because it's really not interesting, and it's the best. Snarky snark about the not very good teacher. We're gonna learn more about mental disorders, which is good, because that's what I mind most interesting about Psych. Friends are talking about ethics. So much better than the class. We're talking about a whole bunch of random stuff and it's making me really happy. The small group that's here is such an awesome group. I could talk with them for hours. Ended up talking about D&D which is awesome. We're just ranting and talking about whatever and I love this so much.

We talked so much none of us really had time to get lunch, but I think that was really ok for me. It was nice to talk to them for a while, as if we were in the building. Especially the guy. We had a weird relationship, and it's always good to know that he feels the same way I do. Good sarcasm buddies. And the whole thing happened because both of them wanted to tell me something after class which I must admit made me feels loved. A few minutes into our discussion out teacher in the zoom muted herself and turned off her camera and we all assumed she left. Spoiler alert, she didn't. We were all talking about leaving since we realized how late it was when she unmuted and turned her camera back on and said we talked about interesting stuff. Not that we were talking about anything she would disapprove of, we just didn't realize she was there.

Chemistry always starts with a joke. Today's was What's A Chemist's Favorite Type Of Music? There were two answers, Heavy Metal and Rock 'n Mole. We don't have Homeroom today due to a suicide prevention thing, during which time I am certain I will be typing here a whole bunch. Talking about suicide just makes me cry. I really enjoy my Chemistry teachers though. At least I get to spend more time with them. We're splitting into two groups to have both teachers teaching, which makes sense. I hope I'm in the room that has no clue how to do dimensional analysis, because I don't understand it in the slightest. I shouldn't be that bad at it, it's basically just baking, and yet I can't seem to get it. I thought the breakout room of six people was really small before I remembered we only have fifteenish people in the class. We are a tiny class. Ratios are going to be the death of me. Especially here. dimensional analysis is being explained, and my gosh, why is there so much canceling out? It's like fractions but extended. After learning about them again I change my statement. It's like adding ratios to fractions. I very much do not like the method, though the method I'm doing is probably really complicated. On the brightside I've been getting the right answers lately, so that's good.

I'm sure the counseling department thought it was a nice idea to have them available during the Signs of Suicide Homeroom lesson, except I hate my counselor. There are so many more teachers I would rather talk to than any of them. Heck, this is almost exactly the reason I'm starting up this diary. As a place to talk through stuff that I struggle with or things that would make me cry talking out loud. Instead I'm going to use this time to tell a story. And maybe write a bit about how Isaac attempting suicide would fit with his character and also make me really sad. A few years ago I was talking with a friend, and she mentioned being worried about one of her friends. I didn't even know the kid. She had noticed that her friend was wearing longer sleeves more often, and thought she saw cuts on her arms. I told my friend she could tell a counselor, because better a false alarm than it actually being something. My friend was too scared to go, so I asked if she'd go if I was moral support. She said yes, so that lunch period we went to the counselor and told them. I never did find out what happened to the kid, but my friend never brought it back up, so I'm hopeful that it was a false alarm, or she got the help she needed. That took a lot less time to type than I thought it would because I'm a fast typer. So, Isaac. My child. I love him but he needs some help. In comic he's just so full of self-hatred. It's good to see Isabel slowly opening up to him. He needs people to open up to, and to open up to him. Hopefully we'll see more of that happening, and hopefully he'll find a way to manage his anger. There are two things I could see happening with him, both of which are really sad. He's already tried to leave the club but come back because of Isabel, but I'm scared he's going to leave again after he learns a bunch of stuff because of how he disagrees with it. I'm also scared he might attempt suicide, because he has the anger, he feels he has all the reasons too. So many things could go wrong. And I ended up writing another part of my Triggers series. There's now a story about body image, zombie apocalypses, AND suicide. It's just a bundle of joy.

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